| |
|
|
| 02:46pm 26/03/2006 |
| |
mood:  lazy
|
my doctor said she dont expect me to go to the due which is in two weeks. he keeps dropping and ive been having contractions alot for the past three days. im just ready for him to come!me and shawn are doing awesome but thats normal for us. it scares me sometimes how good we get along but im happy as hell. well im bored now so im gonna go. byyyyyyyyyyyyyyeeeeeee! |
|
| |
|
Post |
| |
| |
|
|
| 10:41am 16/03/2006 |
| |
mood:  exhausted music: angel~ aerosmith
|
god i feel like ive been pregnant forever!! it feels likes hes never coming out. I cant wait to play with him and hold him. i have only 3 1/2 weeks left but it feels like 3 1/2 years.he needs to stay in tho because we dont even have a place to live yet. im gonna try to talk to my nana and see if we can stay with her for a little while, my other option is to get married so me and shawn can get an apartment but i dont wanna rush on getting married. im afraid it'll put stress on our relationship and cause us to spilt up but if we do i know shawn will be there for zayden. And I love him for that! |
|
| |
|
Post |
| |
| Holy Crap! |
|
|
| 01:47pm 31/01/2006 |
| |
mood:  excited music: Dance, Dance- Fall-out boy
|
Holy crap there has been soo much crap thats happenend since the last time i updated. Well first off I met the man im spending the rest of my life with, Shawn! We've been together for 8 months and we're expecting a little boy in april. Our baby's name is Zayden and we cant wait to have him. I moved up to Pa for a couple of months but now im back in Arkansas. I guess thats about it. |
|
| |
|
Read 6 - Post |
| |
| mine and tabby's song to certain people |
|
|
| 02:41pm 17/04/2005 |
| |
mood:  pissed off music: scars-papa roach
|
brandon!
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel
Drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
I'm pissed cause you came around
Why don't you just go home
Cause you channel all your pain
And I can't help you fix yourself
You're making me insane
All I can say is
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel
I tried to help you once
Against my own advice
I saw you going down
But you never realized
That you're drowning in the water
So I offered you my hand
Compassions in my nature
Tonight is our last stand
I'm drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
You shouldn't ever came around
Why don't you just go home?
Cause you're drowning in the water
And I tried to grab your hand
And I left my heart open
But you didn't understand
But you didn't understand
Go fix yourself
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life |
|
| |
|
Post |
| |
| long time no see |
|
|
| 02:27pm 17/04/2005 |
| |
mood: sleepy music: scars- papa roach
|
im updating because alot of shit has changed but ive been to busy to update. first off me and collin broke up. i was going out with brandon cook for a month but we broke up because he basically wanted to be a player. so now im singel!!! but i have a few in mind...lol. kimmy had her baby apirl 8. kelsey renne dunlap. she was 7 pound 11 oz and 21 1/2 inch long. she is so fuck cute. i almost got fired because i called in to work so i could be there with kim and my boss got pissed.tabby's 18 b-day is this sunday but we're throwin a kick ass birthday part for her after prom saturday.im actually enjoyin the singel life. its pretty cool!! well im gonna go because i have to go to work but ill be sure to update! |
|
| |
|
Read 1 - Post |
| |
| I'm too young!!! |
|
|
| 12:01am 30/01/2005 |
| |
mood:  to fuckin death!! music: There goes my life~ kenny chesney
|
I find out the most important answer of my life sometime this week.I never thought it could happen to me. I have a really bad feeling that its gonna be true. I alway acted older then I am but now I know Its gonna be hard responsibilies from me,the responsibilies I didnt what from being acting older.. I have to hide my feelings from everyone and its so hard. to collin im acting like im not worried about it like its not true but really Im scared to death. I wanna talk to collin about my feelings about this but i dont want to worry him even more than he is. I'm too young for this! |
|
| |
|
Read 2 - Post |
| |
| |
|
|
| 10:44pm 20/01/2005 |
| |
mood:  high music: slob on my knob- three-6 mafia
|
well today is collin's and mine 3rd month together!!! I love that boy! it seems like we're so much likey. well im bored... "slob on my knob like corn on the cob check in with me and do your job lay on the bed and give me head dont have to ask dont have to beg...sry i had that song stuck in my head!! well im high so im gonna go |
|
| |
|
Read 1 - Post |
| |
| what a new year! |
|
|
| 07:29pm 03/01/2005 |
| |
mood: AS HELL!! music: Long Lake& Crooks ~ Adelaide
|
well i had an interesting but painful new year. me, kimmy, and crystal went to her dad's house after they picked me up from work. we're all having a good time then all of a sudden everyone was gettin in the fight so i tried breaking one put and now i have bruised rips and a fucked up back but on the bright side im on muscle relaxers...lol yea, im in a alot of pain. and it kinda sucks. and i had to go back to school and the sucked ass. i was mean to everyone but i didnt really mean to bitch at everyone, i was just in pain. and now im going to bed cuz those muscle relaxers are kickin in. so tah-tah |
|
| |
|
Read 2 - Post |
| |
| |
|
|
| 09:54pm 27/12/2004 |
| |
mood:  loved
|
I'M ENGAGED!!!! yea collin told me he was gettin me a ring for christmas but he didnt tell me it was an engagment ring. I almost started crying, its was so sweet!! I love him sooooo much. im soo happy and if anyone trys to fuck that up ill kill 'em!! so tah-tah |
|
| |
|
Read 5 - Post |
| |
| |
|
|
| 03:56pm 19/12/2004 |
| |
mood:  working music: beat on the brat- ramones
|
I'm bored as hell!!! I guess im not gonna call sarah m anymore cuz everytime i call her she comes up with an excus not to talk to me. I guess we aint as close as i thought. eveen tho we were friends for 3 years and i dated her brother half the time we were friends but I guess Im not that important to her anymore since i live down here. what a friend! well hell ya'll i gotta go to work. its such a wonderful place to be...ha yea. WEll i'd just thought id update and tell ya that collin and I will be going out two months tomorrow.... i <3 him to death!! well buh-byes |
|
| |
|
Read 3 - Post |
| |
| |
|
|
| 09:55pm 16/12/2004 |
| |
mood: depressed music: adam's song- blink 182
|
People sux ass! once again people are starting shit but this time its with this dude i dont even know. and now me and collin are fightin once again. im serious about sick of this fuckin bull shit. everybody seriuos needs to fuck off!!!!! of course people are tryin to start shit cuz me and collin are happy but I guess everyone think i souldnt been. i mean fuck!! im finnaly happy and i guess people like it better if im fuckin miserable. I havent had the best life, i serious think people want me to kill myself but been there done that didnt work so everyone need to leave me alone cuz im startin to get depress over the shit. |
|
| |
|
Read 9 - Post |
| |
| |
|
|
| 01:04am 06/12/2004 |
| |
mood: loved
|
wanna see something cute?...
collin loves teddie says: i love you baby
ain't that cute!!!
i love my baby!! |
|
| |
|
Post |
| |
| |
|
|
| 12:46am 06/12/2004 |
| |
mood: energetic music: disaster piece- slipknot
|
I Love Collin Ray Moore!! and thats all i have to say...<3 look at my frog it looks like it humping the ground!!! ha |
|
| |
|
Post |
| |
| |
|
|
| 11:59am 04/12/2004 |
| |
mood: high
|
Kattie Fuckin Bradford is Gonna get the fuck beat outta for her!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'll explain later but i dont have time, im going to collin's house....<3 <3 |
|
| |
|
Read 1 - Post |
| |
| Fucking people!!! |
|
|
| 06:51pm 02/12/2004 |
| |
mood: infuriated music: people=shit by slipknot
|
Im about to tell everyone to fuck off mostly micheal!!! Im so sick of people saying shit to break me and collin up.I mean why would i cheat on him since it took me like forever to break up with dustin so i could go out with collin and i would end a year and a half relationship just so i could cheat on him, thats fuckin bullshit! I love collin more than i ever loved anyone and we've only been going a month and a few weeks. I sooo fuckin sick of people tryin to start with me with and collin, im bout to start fuckin hittin every motherfucker that says ANYTHING about me thats how sick of it i am. I mean give me a fuckin break, i dealt with dustin's shit and now everyone tryin to break me and collin up. if me and collin break up cuz if this shit ill be beating the fuck outta people ex...micheal,levi,rita. micheal believes fuckin levi and that motherfucker lies more than everyone i know. But micheal is a fucking backstabber from fuckin hell. dude i actully thought me and micheal were cool but fuck that motherfucker! well i just thought id update, i bet you wish i didn't |
|
| |
|
Read 2 - Post |
| |
| <3 <3 <3 <3 |
|
|
| 06:39pm 01/12/2004 |
| |
mood: loved music: young and hopeless - Good charlotte
|
I actully had a good day today! I even brought homework home and DID IT!!! i do need to bring up my grades.dustin was being a bitch but whats new? since our lockers are right beside each other, he always trys to shove shit in my face like today he kept talkin about dawnielle( i guess thats how ya speel it) but the funny thing is that it dont even bother me one bit since I have my baby collin. Collin treats so much better than dustin, like collin comments me all the time instead of bitch like someone (dustin). I really love collin. me and him have so many plans together and i think we'll go throught with it unless people kept talkin shit about me and trying to get us to break up but thats the thing i love so much about him he dont believe what other people say he actully listens to me not them. I never thought me and him would go out but its a awesome thing we did cuz im so in love with him and i have sooo much fun with him. we can juyst watch a movie to have a great time. well i updated! |
|
| |
|
Read 1 - Post |
| |
| |
|
|
| 11:29pm 22/11/2004 |
| |
mood: lazy music: wait and bleed - Slipknot
|
i'm been about a boring day...and i aint got shit to talk about so bye |
|
| |
|
Read 3 - Post |
| |
| fuck it! |
|
|
| 10:39pm 21/11/2004 |
| |
mood: pissed off
|
i tired updating this thing 3 times and i keep push the wrong thing and my grandma is bitching but hell whats new. now im pissed |
|
| |
|
Read 3 - Post |
| |
| ~~~~~~~~~~~ |
|
|
| 06:05pm 25/10/2004 |
| |
mood: loved music: AFI ~ silver and cold
|
I don't have shit to talk about , i'd just thought i'd update this bitch..so I guess i'll fill everyone in on all the shit that's happened lately. Me and dustin broke ( thank God!!!) and for good!! so me and collin are going out :)! and that about it. so blah blah! If you see this collin- I LoVe You!!!!! so much! |
|
| |
|
Read 7 - Post |
| |
| ~new piercing! new man!~ |
|
|
| 02:20pm 23/10/2004 |
| |
mood: irritated music: *Alkaline Trio~I'm Dying Tomorrow*
|
:::I hate Photoisland for shutting Down. I gotta share Sis's Photobucket thing til i can get my own. Anyway I got my toe pierced. Then some fat bitch stepped on it at work so it's kinda infected::: 
//Last night was Homecoming. I went with Collin. We're going out now. Yeah...
Why are people in Arkansas so fucking rude?? I don't get it. I thought people from the North we're s'posesd to be the rude ones. Just here in Pocahontas, really. Whatever. |
|
| |
|
Read 3 - Post |
| |
|
|
|
![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small}
captainfartfig's journal